Theres a lot of people who use motivation speakers or quotes they have once said in to consideration I for one have many motivation quotes that I strongly agree and follow its guides to better my life and I think many people do this to have hype up there mood have something to push them through the day or so.

I have two major motivation quotes that I my self follow and take to the heart the first being from Confucius “it does no matter how slowly you go as long as you do not stop” when this quote comes in mind the first thing that I would say this motivates me to do is fist is get up and do more with it I have it on my calendar always with some other quotes I know I might just over thinking it but I take it really serious I know that no matter how hard the day is going to be either at work or school I kinda just have to toughen up and take charge of my self make sure I have a good day and make the most out of it we gotta be have as much patients as we have with progress we can never admit to defeat we gotta push through whatever life has in stored there’s many obstacles in life either you choose to get kicked on the ground or you get up and not let it stop you from success.

The next quote comes from Helen Keller “optimism is the faith to achievement nothing can be done without hope and confidence” I always think to my self that I can not be negative about anything if I am I can not achieve what I want there’s to many thing I want to achieve that I can let things get to me for example I want a motorcycle and yeah people tell me I shouldn’t because I’m reckless but why stop your self from wanting what you want if you let people talk you down on it you shouldn’t let anyone put you down at all achievement comes from not letting anyone set you back from anything. now optimism is the key for my self honestly I have to find the good about life not the bad yes there is bad out there but no that shouldn’t stop you if people look at life as bad then that’s them I my self can not be that way it just can’t be me.

This year has brought a lot of blessing and I’m very thankful for many things. My family is my number one blessing i cant explain how much of support i get from them with everything i do, just like my YouTube channel, or me buying a bike they support me doing the things i want and believe in. Theirs not one time where i ever doubt them hopefully my success comes soon so i can give my brother his dream car and my mother her dream house and so many other things she deserves. I know its not easy raising two kids by her self but I’m glad she never gave up or doubted us at any moment. Something in her knew we were going to be great in our life so i have to prove and make sure she can see us bloom into the men she wants us to be. As of right now my track to success seems a little hard for me to accomplish but i know with way more work and time i know for sure ill get there no matter what it takes. Some other people who i really appreciate being in my life would be my friends. These guys have been by my side since middle school. Its funny we met 9 years ago and we still have our bond thats so close we became each others brothers. The memories me and them made are unforgettable and i don’t think i will ever want to lose them. This one time we skipped class like always in high school it was a rainy day, and we were in 4 separate cars driving around. With us we love to race so on this day it was change we were racing towards our destination. All of the sudden we didn’t see the upcoming red light me and the 3 other cars stooped but one didn’t see and slammed into me, we laughed at the end of thing but it took him 4 years to admit that he messed up. I would go and on with memories with them but there’s way to many. I just can say that these 2 guys have helped me through my lowest days and been there on my happiest days. Thats also the reason why i want to succeed in what im doing so these guys can come with me in the success i want us all to live our best life while were still here. we always talk about it to like we ask each other “bro what is one day you become YouTube famous you better not forget us” every time they say that i get a little bothered and response with “bro you coming with me and im buying you guys your dream cars so we gotta give it all we got” it seems like im living in a dream but the blessing i have right now mean so much to me. i don’t want to lose sight of whats important so hope everything goes the way i want it to.

Music is a big part of my life it helps in so many ways to me music is a escape from anything I feel but have you ever thought the the second meaning to the music that artist release to the public?

the first song that I listen to a million times is”Jocelyn Flores” – xxtentacion this song has so much emotion to it the artist wrote this song for his friend Jocelyn Amparo Flores a 16 year old girl who committed suicide during a vacation. Xxtentacion uses the song to express him self with the struggle of dealing with the passing of his friend. Jocelyn was a model, fan and a friend of XX but no one knew she was dealing with severe depressions in 2017 was when she had taken her life. in the song he says ” I’m in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain I’ve been trippin bout some thing can’t change suicdal same time I’m tame picture this in get a phone call girl you f**** killed herself” he obviously misses this girl so much the rapper was in so much pain when she had passed away at first I thought this song had no meaning but then I read the lyrics and the back story and well I related to it afterwords I realized the meaning to this song I had a friend taken away from suicide as well in 2018 my friend took his life to depression, we got the news at work early morning around 9am I still remember that day like if it happened yesterday I couldn’t believe it he seemed so happy so energetic but no one knew no one asked we all blame ourselves to this day I feel what xx feels 100% I couldnt bare with the pain of it all. this song stays in my playlist because it always reminds me of my friend and I would never want to to forget him and also this song made platinum after it was released I bought the album once it was released in 2017. and still one of my favorite albums of them all he touched a lot of people with his songs because they were all real not just for clout or fame they came from his heart.

Another song that has a lot of meaning to me would be dead inside -xxtentacion that’s another emotional song that tells us more about the artist hurting inside he was suffering but he would have such a great smile to put on for the world we didn’t understand him the song is about the love he had for a girl some say it was for Jocelyn he says in his song ” spend a lot of time stuck in this head of mine” this one quote says so much the artist was a prisoner to his own thoughts he blamed him self for the death of his friends ” where was I” another part of the song where its obvious he wanted to be there with her he loved her many said x was always sad or depressed but no there’s so much heart in his songs it takes you in depth with x he never was hiding his emotions which I admire but at age of 20 x was shot on June 18 2018 his music still will live I will always play his songs he made a huge impact in my life I feel free when I listen its just sad he left so early I wish I could have met him or seen him preform.

The quote “A person does not have to be behind bars to be a prisoner. people can be prisoners of their own concepts and ideas. they can be slaves to their own selves.” this quote it’s self has a lot of meaning to it to be I think it means that a persons own goals or ideas can cause him to go insane for example if a person want to get a raise at there job they will kill them selfs for it they would work exaggerated hours, do whatever the boss says basically try to be the dream employee but at the same time he or she is killing her self for the idea that he/she might get a promotion when in reality anyone can snatch that away that’s why we have to focus on other things I think to many people want to be great in this world but start losing them selfs in there own believes of personal goals sometimes its better to get away from all that and focus on family, kids, your passion you can’t let things overwhelm you to the point you feel trapped in a cage like a inmate.

Another quate that speaks out to me would be ” two are better than one for if they fall one will lift up the other” this speaks to me for the simple reason that it has to do a lot with either a friend or companion. the phrase two is better than one kinda means that you shouldn’t do thing by your self it can get hard If you handle everything by yourself you shouldn’t bare all the weight of stuff by your self, the second part ” if they fall one will lift up the other” means to me that in our lowest times having that other person next to us can mean a lot because many people can fall into depression and that’s a place where many can’t get out of so the the other half tries to help you get out of that hole no matter what the risks. I just think this has a lot of meaning to it cause at times everyone needs help it can be financially, emotionally or anything really it just helps to have someone to talk to or ask them for help in any way.

last but no least one more quote that’s stands out is “the important thins is not to stop questioning, curiosity has its own reason for existing”- Albert Einstein this its self has so much meaning to it because the world has so much to offer so many questions but not enough answers I feel like to be a human being we have to wonder we have to question everything we do if not we would be mindless no creativity would happen we wouldn’t be where we are now me personally o have a million questions like ” what would we find in the bottom of the ocean” ” what will we see” ” when will the world come to an end ” so many questions I wanna ask but I can’t because they can’t be answered but just having these types of curiosity keeps you guessing and wondering if we will ever get the answers to these questions which is exciting because its all a mystery.

A crisis that is happening here in America is kids shooting up schools. Already in 2019 we’ve had 22 school shootings in which someone was hurt or killed. An example the latest shooting was in Texas on campus grounds. the suspect was named Brandon Ray gonzales he shot at school ground killing 2 students and injuring 12. The shots were fired during a homecoming party for Texas A&M university when the suspect went in the back door and opened fire with a hand gun. these situations have been a big part in America because we never know when the next one will be or where it’ll be.

My opinion about school shooting would be that people are quick to blame one race. The people are always saying oh its probably a gang member Mexican or Arabian they seem to avoid the truth that its always a American kid behind the trigger. The only thing that people seem to say is “poor kid he was suffering” or “he was getting bullied everyday” . I think that’s the worse part they never take responsibility the kids who shoot up a school or anything has no right for defending himself. Theres no reason to act in those horrific ways and if so they were rasied in ways they shouldn’t have. I blame the parents for not being there fo there kids and the kids. who suffer are innocent.

Another crisis that is big that we as Americans can’t seem to let go is 9/11. this event was in the year 2001 what had happened according to news reports there was 19 islamic people who hijacked 4 airplanes with suicide plans. Two of those planes were flown through the twin towers of the world trade center in New York city. The third hit the pentagon outside of Washington DC, the other plan crashed in a field in Shanksville. At least 3,000 people were killed in this crisis.

My opinion about this crisis is that people need to let go I say this with no intend of being heartless or emotionless but the fact that we been bringing this topic for years after the crisis is obscure. To heal as a whole we need to forgive and forget my thoughts about this is I think the 9/11 attack was orginazied by us government. I saw this because if you look at videos of the planes crashing the tower blows up before the plane hits and the tower also blows up in a way which makes no sense. The towers hit two places but blow up in different levels maybe its just me and my conspiracies. I just think this even is complete rigged to put people in a state of mind where government can control them with fear.

I have 3 dream cars in my mind there’s no such thing as just having one dream car. One of the first cars that I truly love is a Nissan GTR Nismo. what’s the price of them? the cost of one of these cars are $210,740 thousand dollars. The Nismo is one of there top models at a Nissan dealership this car has a lot to offer, for example these cars come all wheel drive which means all wheels rotate at the same time so no matter if your in rain or snow the car will function like normal there the top end car every kid wants. The car stock only makes 600 horse power to every wheel my plan once I get this car if upgrading every part on the car fo example bigger turbos, pistons , bottom end , suspension, radials all around. I want to reach up 1000 horsepower because I mean its no fun if there’s no risk of dying in what you’ve created

My second car which is more affordable would a mustang s550 or a Shelby gt 500/350 either one of these mustangs would be dope. The only difference between these 3 types of mustangs is price rang, horsepower and there engine. The s550 also known as a mustang 5.0 is the most cheapest ranging price of 25 thousand. Now the mustang gt350 is a bit more expensive starting at 63 thousand soo there’s a huge price difference. last the gt500 is price ranged at 75 thousand dollars. Now the big defferance between all these is horse power and the engine they have now the 5.0 only has a v8 engine pretty simple making around 430 to 310 , the gt350 has a 5.2 non supercharged making around 526 horsepower. Next is the gt 500 that car is something special it has a 5.4 supercharged engine called a voodoo engine they have a horsepower of 700 to the wheel.

the last car that I would want to own is a twin turbo Audi R8 they are a great car they have v10 engine in it. the only thing is it has only 510-600 horsepower not to much to be honest with you guys. this car is also a all wheel drive car so just like the GTR they do great in any weather condition but only thing is they have a price rang of 169 thousand retail price. that’s only the base model but this concludes the few cars I’ve been wanting fro a while so hopefully I get them in the future with hard work I know for sure ill get them.

Dear, Marco Antonio Aguilar

It was when I was the age of 5 that you left me and my mom. I always wondered if it was me or it was my mom who gave you a reason to abandon us. why did you do it? why couldn’t you just say goodbye to us ? so many question you left behind with me and growing up it hurt you ass hole why just why did you leave me I needed you there when I was emotionally hurt and needed you there when was getting my ass kicked by some punk ass kids. That day you left me remember I was outside in California playing on my scooter you and my mom were arguing something had made her mad you both stormed off you petted my head like you always would when I did good. the only thing is that I didn’t know that was the only thing you would leave me with just a fucken pet on the head like I was dog, you never even looked back the only time I saw your face was when you drove off the parking lot. after that I constatly was telling my self you would come back to us and just be happy but it never happened. I stayed up late at night crying about you thinking you would come back that you would say ” hey I just had to cool off” but no you Never did come back. I grew up with out a father figure cause of you like don’t you feel guilty. I did everything my damn self with the help of my mom, I learned how to shave, mechanic, play soccer, piano, shooting guns even taking them all apart blind folded I know so anything now. i just would thing you would be proud of me that’s all I wanted from you I wanted to feel a damn hug from you it sucked not seeing you at my graduation as I walked to get my diploma, all I saw was my mother alone. we snuggled so much cause of you so many times we didn’t even have money for rent or even to eat growing up I hated my life I didn’t like seeing my mom that way and everyday I would blame you. So many times I’ve thought of what I would tell you if I actually saw you its been 15 years since I last saw your face. I don’t really know if ever do wanna see you I just wish you were there for me and I hope you know I’m going far in life with out being in my life I can’t say I hate you or love you all I can say is I don’t ever think I can say you were a dad to me take care.

Sincerely, Jesus Auilar

Dear, Marco Antonio Aguilar

Hey dad I haven’t talked to you in a while I’m writing you this letter with hope you’ll write me back silly right how I think you’ll get back at me with a letter like if we were in the old days. well how have you been ? what do you do for work ? I hope you’ve been good I myself have been really good I can’t really complain. I finished all my school dad cool huh ? you should have been there it was really cool like the whole graduation thing I was really nervous if ima be honest I thought I would fall or what not. I also was late to my practice which wasn’t that bad but you know how I am with waking up early I hate it. I don’t know how you would do it when I was kid that I do not get from you haha. well I really bother you soo much so ima make this short okay my mom always has been really good I hope oneway to see you it sucks things had to be this way but stay safe okay I love you dad…

sincerely Jesus

Regret is one of the feelings most people feel at one point in life. Most people don’t know how to deal with it or let it go some just deal with all the pressure. Theres many things you can regret but i think One thing most people regret is time, time is something we all take advantage of not using time wisely is the biggest thing we don’t understand. We live in the moment but never realize whats in front of our eyes or cant realize it in time.

Me personally I didn’t use my time with my grandma the right way she passed away a year ago of old age. She was the only one who would comfort me with anything I needed, she was always there. theres many times ive thought to myself if she was here what would i do differently. I came to realize that she was always there for me but was i ? i answered my self “no” i know this because when she would call my mom to check up on us i was out with friends so i was never there to hear her voice which looking back was selfish of me. When my grandpa called us giving us the bad news i shattered in pieces. I didnt know what to say at all to him or to my self for a month or i just was in my own world not talking to anyone. I guess you can say i was little depressed for a while. The day finally came when i had to attend my grandmas funeral and i was asked to talk on behalf of her and soo i did. That day i let go of every emotion i felt twords my self and her. I let my words speak telling her how much i wanted her back and that i loved her even though i would never see her again until my day comes. One thing did my eyes at the end i felt like she was looking down on me smiling and i felt reliefed like so much pain and regret was lifted off my shoulders.

At the end of the day i believe that sometimes regret can be the downfall of you. Thats why i think everyone feeling regret at one point has to find something to be able to let them let go of it, but be able to keep the memories alive. This experience did a lot to me i don’t ever take advantage of the time im spending here on earth. Im making sure i make a stand on this planet i wanna be remembered for something i did basically leave a legacy behind me. I let go of my regret i just hope other can do the same as i did . I admit that its not that easy to do soo but its always worth a try you gotta strive to make yourself better as a person. never looking back on your past is sometimes what you gotta do to better yourself as one no matter what others think of you.

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