Regret is one of the feelings most people feel at one point in life. Most people don’t know how to deal with it or let it go some just deal with all the pressure. Theres many things you can regret but i think One thing most people regret is time, time is something we all take advantage of not using time wisely is the biggest thing we don’t understand. We live in the moment but never realize whats in front of our eyes or cant realize it in time.
Me personally I didn’t use my time with my grandma the right way she passed away a year ago of old age. She was the only one who would comfort me with anything I needed, she was always there. theres many times ive thought to myself if she was here what would i do differently. I came to realize that she was always there for me but was i ? i answered my self “no” i know this because when she would call my mom to check up on us i was out with friends so i was never there to hear her voice which looking back was selfish of me. When my grandpa called us giving us the bad news i shattered in pieces. I didnt know what to say at all to him or to my self for a month or i just was in my own world not talking to anyone. I guess you can say i was little depressed for a while. The day finally came when i had to attend my grandmas funeral and i was asked to talk on behalf of her and soo i did. That day i let go of every emotion i felt twords my self and her. I let my words speak telling her how much i wanted her back and that i loved her even though i would never see her again until my day comes. One thing did my eyes at the end i felt like she was looking down on me smiling and i felt reliefed like so much pain and regret was lifted off my shoulders.
At the end of the day i believe that sometimes regret can be the downfall of you. Thats why i think everyone feeling regret at one point has to find something to be able to let them let go of it, but be able to keep the memories alive. This experience did a lot to me i don’t ever take advantage of the time im spending here on earth. Im making sure i make a stand on this planet i wanna be remembered for something i did basically leave a legacy behind me. I let go of my regret i just hope other can do the same as i did . I admit that its not that easy to do soo but its always worth a try you gotta strive to make yourself better as a person. never looking back on your past is sometimes what you gotta do to better yourself as one no matter what others think of you.
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